Its Been Awhile

And Im sorry for that. Stuff has gone down since I last posted. Im moved and adjusting. Miss my family though. Got a promotion and HATE my job. Looking for a new one. UGH.

But anyway, Im trying to get back to writing, and I have found something that Im going to try. I will also be posting it on my facebook. Its a 30 day movie challenge. If you would like to join me click here to get a list of the daily posts.

Look for a new post coming momentarily.

~Luci

Sad Day

So I posted awhile ago that I had news but couldnt share it yet. That time has come. My sister's contract was up here so she's been looking for a new job. She got one. Thats good news. The sad news, I cant move with her. It saddens me that she is going on to better places and Im still stuck in this place. And I cant save money to get to a better place because everything up here is eating what little money I make, FAST.

So after the 1st of the month I will be moving. I had a TERRIBLE time finding a place. Thank the Lord for my cousin. She helped me find some place I could afford. Its going to be weird for awhile. Im sure I will have some interesting posts about it. I think I may be posting more now.

So, remember yesterday I said I was going to call up and flirt with the cute guy, yeah that didnt happen. I know, I know I flaked. Not really. I didnt sleep well last night. The last time I looked at the clock it said 5 am. And then the next thing I knew at 830 maintnence was pounding on the door. They needed to change all the smoke detectors. I was so pissed. Then my alarm went off at 9 so I didnt get any damn sleep. And then after my client, at the time I was supposed to call up and flirt with him, I just went home and took a nice long nap. Yeah I needed it. There is no use in flirting when you're tired. It just doesnt turn out good, AT ALL. There is always Thursday.

Other news, I am trying to win tickets to see Luke Bryan at the Crawford County Fair this year. I still remember the day I discovered him like it was yesterday. That was great. It was at this stupid hole in the wall bar, that apparently is frequented by players from Pittsburgh Pirates, who knew. Anyways, Luke was there because he was visiting his best friend, who happens to play for the guy. Anyway, I was looking for directions on how to get to the airport. I get lost going to that place EVERY DAMN TIME! It never fails, but thats not what this is about. He just started to play 'Y'all Can Have This Town' LOVE IT! (Im still mad that they put it on his third album as a bonus song. It should have been put on his first album. And released as a single. But then again, what do I know? Dont answer that!) Ive loved him ever since. So, now I have to win tickets. Help me!!!!

Ok Im gonna try to head to bed now. I think that nap was a bad idea. Im probably not going to sleep tonight. And there is no room for a nap tomorrow. Night yall!

~Luci

Im So Pathetic

So yet again I have a crush on someone. Yeah its not the bus driver. Loser never made a move even though I gave him more than enough oppertunities. Ok so I didnt really make much of a move either. But whatever. Thats neither here nor there.

So anyway, this is a local guy who has a few jobs. Very nice jobs, lol. Hes a newscaster and a radio DJ. I only get to listen to his program two days a week because I work the other three days while hes on. But I get to see him every night. My one client watches every night so I do too.

Tomorrow I am going to call up and flirt with him. Yeah Im too chickenshit to try to do it face to face. So Im going to call him up during his show and do it. Thats the thing with phones. You get to hide how ugly or fat you are and be just a beautiful voice. Thats my problem. I have a great voice but I dont look like you would think I look based on it. Oh well. Im working on it.

Its been a crazy few weeks. Every minute that Im not working Im spending doing, well, shit I cant say that yet. Damn. No its not anything dirty. God I wish it was.

Well its time for me to head to bed. Im leaving you with these words tonight...... Love will always be around there isnt any doubt.

~Luci

Tonights Quote: Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlights. Just a touch of the fire burning so bright. No I dont want to mess this thing up, no I dont want to push too far. Just a shot in the dark that you just might be the one Ive been waiting for my whole. So baby Im alright with just a kiss goodnight. (This is from the song Im going to call up to request while flirting with him.)

Tonights avatar:

Randomnesssssss

So good news...I bought a car. Its a 2003 Chevy Cavalier!!!!! 2 door! Who would have ever thought I would buy a sports car? Not me. But I did. And its awesome!!!!! It even has a sunroof!!!! Its nice to have it open while Im driving to work. Well, that is, when its not raining. Which isnt very often these days. I will post pics in another post. Thats because I havent really had a chance to take some yet. LOL

I have something I need to say but its not the time to say it yet. Hopefully soon it will be. I will keep everyone updated.

~Luci

Just A Hello

Just stopping in to say hello. I know I havent been around lately. Life has been crazy and Im just trying to muddle through it. But hopefully I will get to be able to post me soon. *Fingers Crossed*

Im going to leave you with this video tonight. Its been stuck in my head for WEEKS now. Enjoy!!!!!




~Luci

Mix Up....Mash Up.....FML

Sometimes I wish I was someone other than me....Fighting to make the mirror happy....I count on the make-up to cover it all....Crying myself to sleep because I can not keep their attention....I thought I could be strong....But its killing me....Does someone hear my cry....Im dying for new life....I want to be beautiful....Make you stand in awe....I want to hear you say....Who I am is quite enough....I shouldnt love you but I want to....I just cant turn away....And I dont know how to be fine when Im not....Cause I dont know how to make a feeling stop....Im sick of this life....I just want to scream....And I cant stand the pain....And I cant make it go away....Id do anything just to hold you in my arms....Id do anything just to fall asleep with you....I cant pretend I dont care....When you dont think about me....Im trying to forget that Im addicted to you....But I want it and I need it....How long will I be waiting?....I dont know why Im still waiting....Cant make you mine....I wish I could scream out loud....That I love you....Drowning in my lonliness....How long must I hold my breath?....So much emptiness inside I could fill the deepest sea....If I could say what I want to say....Id say I want to blow you away....Be with you every night....If I could say what I want to see....I want to see you go down on one knee....Marry me today....I guess Im wishing my life away....With these things I'll never say....

~Luci