Im So Pathetic

So yet again I have a crush on someone. Yeah its not the bus driver. Loser never made a move even though I gave him more than enough oppertunities. Ok so I didnt really make much of a move either. But whatever. Thats neither here nor there.

So anyway, this is a local guy who has a few jobs. Very nice jobs, lol. Hes a newscaster and a radio DJ. I only get to listen to his program two days a week because I work the other three days while hes on. But I get to see him every night. My one client watches every night so I do too.

Tomorrow I am going to call up and flirt with him. Yeah Im too chickenshit to try to do it face to face. So Im going to call him up during his show and do it. Thats the thing with phones. You get to hide how ugly or fat you are and be just a beautiful voice. Thats my problem. I have a great voice but I dont look like you would think I look based on it. Oh well. Im working on it.

Its been a crazy few weeks. Every minute that Im not working Im spending doing, well, shit I cant say that yet. Damn. No its not anything dirty. God I wish it was.

Well its time for me to head to bed. Im leaving you with these words tonight...... Love will always be around there isnt any doubt.

~Luci

Tonights Quote: Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlights. Just a touch of the fire burning so bright. No I dont want to mess this thing up, no I dont want to push too far. Just a shot in the dark that you just might be the one Ive been waiting for my whole. So baby Im alright with just a kiss goodnight. (This is from the song Im going to call up to request while flirting with him.)

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